The Love of My Life

When I come to talk about my Father i can just feel the words scrambling and coming together at the same time in my mind. I can actually get a mental image of that happening. So many words yet i'm still at loss.
He's someone i look up to not because he's my father well, obviously that's one of the reasons. But the way he brought himself up from holes he got into, the way he looks at life, love, family and so many other things, the strength he finds in the most difficult situations, the gentle heart that you have to concentrate to actually realize that's it's actually there.
The reason that you have to concentrate is that he was brought up to be a "Toughie". My grandmother saw it as the "right" way to raise her sons since she was left alone raising them by the sudden death of my grandfather.
He's so many things and i'm still struggling to describe him. I'll just list down the words to make my life easier

- The family guy
- How he worries, nags, and just makes sure each one of us (his kids) are going on the right path.
- The businessman
- How he becamse so successful from his own hard work ( so hard to find over here)
- The animal lover
- You should see him with his, deers, goats, cows, birds, and chickens, Will melt your heart
- The gentle guy
- The way he treats children and how his whole face changes when plays with them
- The intimidating guy
- He's just intimidating that when he walks into a room u just have to stand up and greet him.
- The romantic guy
- He's not a man that deal with words in these cases believe me, once he was trying to say something nice he actually said, "ur part of my liver" lol what was that about ! , it's the things he does mostly to show how caring he is.

i think there's more ..hmmm

He's fearless, confident, and the way he's comfortable with who he is is just amazing and something i should have picked up and learned from a long time.

with all that's been said i still think there's so much more to say about him...

the love of my life , my Father

reporting live from Burjaman, Dubai ;)